is it wrong to feel this way...

mountains far away

ocean turned to blue

cool breeze scent of a rose

phoenix fly away

you sung like a nightingale

made me smile my heart out

you gave me all you had

and made me happy forever

i don't know your favorite colour

or your favorite place to go

i never knew the song in your heart

or the movie that you felt in love

but you stood by me always

and kept me strong and warm

you held my hand and promised me

that you would never let it go

i was never good with promises

or with the dreams that hold the life

and i don't do well with rejection

or with sarcasm comes with all

but you understood many of it

and showed me how to dream

you looked into my eyes

and gave me a paradise

so i ask

is it wrong to say that i miss you

is it wrong to say that i want you

is it wrong to say that i love you

is it wrong to feel this way...

show me a way...

kiss me

I say

put your hands around my neck

take me closer

look in to my eyes

and kiss me

I locked up my heart

closed its door

and threw the key away

now I don't know how to

open it up

and speak up the words

you yearn to hear

now I don't know how to

open it up

and cross the boundaries

you want me to cross

but I want you to try,

try and do what you wanna do

make me walk over the moon

dance on the sea shore

and get lost in the woods

so I say,

kiss me

I say

put your hands around my neck

take me closer

look in to my eyes

and kiss me

And it'll be a wonderful world

where nightingales sing

and gondolas flow

And it'll be a wonderful place

where we hold each other

and live forever

I have lost my way

there's no going back

I'm scared and cold

there's no shelter to run

now I don't know how to

find my way back

and speak up the words

you yearn to hear

now I don't know how to

standup for each other

and cross the boundaries

you want me to cross

but I want you to try,

try and do what you wanna do

make me walk on the moon

dance on the sea shore

and get lost in the woods

so I say,

kiss me

I say

put your hands around my neck

take me closer

look in to my eyes

and kiss me

And it'll be a wonderful world

where nightingales sing

and gondolas flow

And it'll be a wonderful place

where we hold each other

and live forever

It's DECEMBER...

It's December. And in a moment, this year would come to an end. Have no idea how the time flew by. And soon enough 2011 also will come and go. But the life won't change. Oh..yeah, you might disagree..but for me its the truth. Ten years back, I got up in the morning, went to school, came home, did homework, watched TV and went to bed. Today, I go for lectures, come home, do studies, watch TV or some movie and go to bed. And next year, I might go for work, come home, do some more work, watch TV or some movie and go to bed. Ring a similarity? No spontaneous life changes. No near death experiences. Instead over the years it has become less reading, less traveling, less time with good friends, less to no letters to or from my best friend, less talking, less true smiles, less time in temple, less freedom, less connection with family and less interest in world all together. So if the pattern continues, who knows what would happen. But, yes.. there were those moments, moments that I try to remember over and over again, moments that I try to keep in my mind, moments that I want to be an eternity. But then again, those moments are illusions, that might fade away. In reality, I am still me, who were there ten years back, who tried to keep a happy face in every moment that spent at home, because there were no other choice. They say that life could change in a moment, after all it took only seconds for the atomic bomb to destroy an entire city and generations to come. But all those for the bad, for good it takes an eternity. And ten years is a long time to live in monotony. So you tell me, would things change spontaneously for me in the next moment?

The Message of My Heart...

May this wind
carry the message
of my heart,
and may it speak
the unspoken of eternity.

May these mountains
echo the message
of my heart,
and may those hide
the passion of love.

May this earth
warm the message
of my heart,
and may it embrace
the children of future.

May these waters
sail the msessage
of my heart,
and may those fullfill
the thirst of life.

May this bird
sing the message
of my heart,
and may it travel
the land of faraway.

And may all these
come together as one,
and may those bring
the happiness of life.

Lady, I'm your knight in shining armor and I love you...

This song always catches my ear and heart when ever it is played. Its a beautiful fairytale to come true.

Lady by Kenny Rogers





Lady, I'm your knight in shining armor and I love you
You have made me what I am and I am yours
My love, there's so many ways I want to say I love you
Let me hold you in my arms forever more

You have gone and made me such a fool
I'm so lost in your love
And oh, we belong together
Won't you believe in my song?

Lady, for so many years I thought I'd never find you
You have come into my life and made me whole
Forever let me wake to see you each and every morning
Let me hear you whisper softly in my ear

In my eyes I see no one else but you
There's no other love like our love
And yes, oh yes, I'll always want you near me
I've waited for you for so long

Lady, your love's the only love I need
And beside me is where I want you to be
'Cause, my love, there's somethin' I want you to know
You're the love of my life, you're my lady!

' I see through "Red Wine" '

It's dark
with lights all over
blue, green and red.
It's silent
with music aloud
strings of a guitar
and cymbals and toms.
People drunk
they talk and sing
dance and laugh
everyone sees everyone
and no one sees anyone.
But,
I see a girl
mad in love
possessed by love
wondering around
unseen to everyone.
Her heart is on fire
like the Phoenix who dies.
Her eyes are cold
like the depth of the sea.
'Birds' are singing
it's a maddening tune
everybody dance
and she searches
for a face
from eye to eye
A glimpse to hold on
A moment to remember.
And I see everything,
Everything in life
with my weary eyes,
And I drink Red Wine.

Only You...

A Beautiful Song...



Only You (love theme from “The Young Victoria”)

My love
Your love
Has opened up a world I’ve never known
All hope
Was found
A place I never dreamed I would go
Feels like only yesterday I had locked my heart away
Safe behind a castle of stone
Sure I’d always be alone
Only you know how
To hear me through the silence
You reach a part of me that no one else can see
Forever true there’s only me and only you
Only me and you

In your face I trust
With you beside me I am standing strong
One truth
Two hearts
You took my life and made it beautiful
So you dared to let me shine
Even walk a step behind
Willingly you give yourself to me
Knowing who I was born to be
Only you know how
To hear me through the silence
You reach a part of me that no one else can see
Forever true there’s only me
And only you
Only me and you

Only you know how
To hear me through the silence
You reach a part of me that no one else can see
Forever true there’s only me
And only you
Only me and you

"How can I not love you..."

I love this song...

Soundtrack: Anna And The King
Title: How Can I Not Love You
Artist: Joy Enriquez






Cannot touch, cannot hold, cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss, cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend it’s over
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say
What we’ve known all along

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you

Bridge:
Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what we’ve known all along

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you
When you are gone