Once you let go, you try to wash away your hand, wipe away your memories and never take a second to turn back have a look on what you really let go of.. You think that no matter what happens you would never go back even for a moment. Sometimes you do things that you never dream of doing just to make sure, your focus would never go to the teared down page of your life.. Or else you try to do something you always love doing because it makes you forget everything around you..(like reading books, watching tv, etc...) You laugh with friends, watch movies, go for a walk, irritate your siblings, unconsciously makes your parents angry at you by being careless... basically you walk side by side with your ordinary life...And as the days, months, weeks and years go by, time pass on...
But..Suddenly..
Some slight thing happens.. and memories come flying in to your mind in light speed.And you accidentally find the page that you teared away from your book of life, not in the garbage can but with some of your old things..And everything begins to haunted within you and around you..making and forcing you to think again about what happened, what you let go or whom you let go of,what you lost or gain by letting go, and to reconsider whether you made the right choice or whether you had a choice at all..
But as you heart deeply sink in the past memories of your life, nothing change..nor the past.. nor the present..And eventually your wounded heart is awaken by the harsh reality.. and you start all over again.. trying to wash away your hand and wiping away your memories again.. Thinking and promising your self that you will forget and time would heal the wounded heart. And you return to your ordinary life..(Never dreaming that it would happen again..)
But..
Would TIME heal...? Could you FORGET everything...? Sometimes doubtful questions pop up in to your head. But you move on... you ALWAYS DO move on... leaving past behind...and unconsciously you ALWAYS have a hope on TOMORROW'S SUN, when you go to bed at night...
3 comments:
was surprised to c this pal...
did u read my mind?
this is so true wish i had these words i mean wish i could have written this few months ago.. cz this is the thing which has been haunting inside me and the questions which are bothering me..
but what can we do is not it?
so lets go on and hope that TIME would heal ....
thanx my pal for making me understand the reality....
No man can taste the fruits of autumn while he is delighting his scent with the flowers of spring.
(Samuel Johnson)
NeviRox!
True
But..
When spring comes again after the autumn, he would again feel the scent of the flowers of spring.
(Hiranya)
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